Monday, August 31, 2009

"Always look on the bright side of life."


This was a quote written by Carrie's brother, Dexter in his high school's yearbook.

When I chanced upon the quote, I was amazed at how much a simple quote like this could touch me. There must have at least a thousand students in that book, each with their own quote. And everyone else seemed to be trying really hard to leave a mark in the year book. Some wrote poetry, some used flowery words and played with literature.

The quotes I suppose, were meant as a memento for fellow students. Something people can remember you by, and hopefully, be encouraged by?

Most students filled up the entire space they were allocated with words which had sounded cheem and nice, but what really really caught my attention, were these simple words on a very very blank space beside Dexter's picture.

"Always look on the bright side of life."

So cliche. Some may say.

I've heard it a million times, from other friends and on the Carlsberg advert.

But how many of you can say "I apply this to my life." ?

That's what caught my attention. In the sea of complicated quotes in this complicated world, something as simple, as fundamental as that really hit me hard on the head.

It came out like a precious stone, pure and unadultered by the complications of the world. It stuck out like an innocent child, who believes in the good of the world, who remains positive even in the darkest of times.

So amazing.

Sometimes we try to hard to make sense of the world we were never meant to understand.

We go about in circles, searching for that answer.

We could go on and on and never find what we want to find or wind or not even knowing what we're looking for in the first place.

Life's complicated as it is.

Why not, with a ready smile and an open heart, let's....


Always look on the bright side of life?

Dexter Yeo rocks for the cool unpretentious quote. ROCKS!



Like this little poodle a friend of mine just adopted, it was born with a handicap with its hind legs a little longer and weaker than most dogs, unable to walk or run without
sometimes the hind legs giving way or taking a slip.

And yet, when you watch this little dog run and play, you can't help but
want to cuddle it and feed it ice cream for still curiously chasing after anything
that catches its attention regardless of its disability.




My favourite part of the Mayday concert, was actually the extremely well done
photo montage of their pictures, from when they first came together as a band through
their many achievements and time spent together as friends.

It really came through as a testimony. A testimony of the many things they proclaim in their songs. For some warp reason, I actually wanted to kneel down and worship God in that atmosphere because the songs were so powerful and uplifting.


(From Left: Keith, Lishan, PF, Rubbish Bin, Rubbish Truck.)
Thank you Keith for the tickets!

I may not have been jumping around like the loyal Mayday fans all over the stadium,
but I was absorbing every little thing that was going on...

May everyday be Mayday. HOHO.



p.s. I've been receiving alot of encouragement lately from Singapore and Taiwanese friends, and I just want to say that I wouldn't have gotten through it so quickly without you all.

I'm really ok now, my previous post was not meant to be an emo one, it was simply a reminder to myself, and also an answer to what 'expert' tagged. There's no such thing as "they're just better than us."

Its almost like you're admitting defeat without even putting up a fight and I couldn't help but throw up my immediate reaction to that tag in a post.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

给自己的忠告

Is the grass JUST greener on the other side?

My answer: NO.

Are other people JUST better than us?

My answer: NO.

Don't think that you're always inferior to other people, even in our imperfections and inabilities, we are special and unique. The beauty of many things in life lies in its imperfections, if we will only learn to embrace it and use it to fuel us on to become even better and even stronger.

I know I didn't do well, but it wasn't my best. I'm not inferior to the taiwanese, Singaporeans are not inferior to them in any other way.
However, neither am I inferring that we are better. 不要断章取义。

人比人,气死人。

音乐本来就应该是一种享受。

不应该因为音乐而发生任何争执。

Music heals the soul.

音乐是一个很 personal 抒发内心,表达自我的方式,不该拿来比赛,做比较。
可是,没有办法,有争议性的节目才会有效果,才会精彩,收视率才会高,
想要唱歌的我们也只好利用这些舞台来呈现自己的音乐,自己的理念。
可以活着出来,已经很厉害。
可以不迷失自己,保存着自己最纯洁最狂野的一股热血更是难上加难。
一场比赛可以改变你的命运,但也不代表一切。

Music is international, we were not meant to go there to show them what we can do or prove anything to them. We were meant to go there as people who love to sing, and to enjoy the process.

I don't care how 黑暗 this industry can be, or how many conspiracy theories there are out there now about this. Like I said, I'm trying my very best to put aside the numerical results. There are many things in life that can't be compared or weighed on a scale. Singing/Music for example is one. We are unique in many ways. No one voice is the same, no one style is the same. Sure you can say "aiya, this person not special one. This voice I hear a thousand times before."

Many singers who are successful now have had to endure such comments. They proved their critics wrong.

I'm not saying this is the rule of thumb for everyone who aspires to sing. But I'm saying, if you quit believing in yourself then you'll never get anywhere.

If you think the grass is SIMPLY greener on the other side, then you'll never be content, you'll forever be placing your sights on something which was not meant to be yours in the first place. Why not spend some time, look at the people the greenery near you, and learn to appreciate the beauty of it.

Learn to be content in where you have been placed, and start believing in the people closest, dearest,nearest to you.

Start from yourself.

I'm starting from myself.

I need to give me some time, God is helping me to grow my roots deep down into the ground, so I can grow into a tall and strong bamboo shoot.

And this tall bamboo shoot won't JUST be not as tall or not as strong as the bamboo shoots from the other country.

So don't say "I'm JUST not as good."

If you'll JUST believe. Because, 故事才刚刚开始 ok.

每个人的人生,每个人的故事,由自己掌控,故事的结尾由自己决定。

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请你听听这首歌,就算世界遗弃了你,
天上还是有一个爱你的神,世上还有一个可以为自己鼓掌的自己,





五月天
我心中尚未崩坏的地方


醒在陌生的地方
镜头变成了刀枪
耳语也变成了真相
吉他告别了肩膀
诗人弃守了边疆
我们活在巨大片厂

幸运的孩子
爬上了殿堂
成果代价都要品尝
单纯的孩子
是否变了样
跟着游戏规则学着成长

轰轰烈烈的排行
沸沸扬扬的颁
跟着节奏我常迷惘
当人心变成市场
当市场变成战场
战场埋葬多少理想

回想着理想
稀薄的希望
走着钢索我的刚强
伟大和伪装
灰尘或辉煌
那是一线之隔
或是一线曙光

每个孤单天亮
我都一个人唱
默默的让着旋律
和我心交响
就算会有一天
没人与我合唱
至少在我的心中
还有个尚未
崩坏的地方

歌手追逐销售量
记者追逐点击量
没有谁比谁更善良
无论天后或天王
无论小兵或老将
曲终人散都要苍凉

期待着彩虹
所以开了窗
窗外只有灼热闪光
所谓的彩虹
不过就是光
只要心还透明
就能折射希望

每个孤单天亮
我都一个人唱
默默的让着旋律
和我心交响
就算会有一天
没人与我合唱
至少在我的心中
还有个尚未
崩坏的地方

其实我们都一模一样
无名却充满了莫名渴望
一生等一次发光
宁愿重伤也不愿悲伤
让伤痕变成了我的徽章
刺在我心脏
永远不忘

默默的让着旋律
和我心交响

至少在我的心中
自己为自己鼓掌

每个孤独天亮
我都一个人唱
默默的让着旋律
和我心交响
就算会有一天
没人与我合唱
至少在我的心中
还有个尚未
崩坏的地方
孩子一样
不肯腐烂的土壤 wu~~

再唱再唱再唱
再唱再唱

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Getting UP

I think I've been too self-absorbed.
And I'm starting to wake up from my own self-induced slumber of self.
Bah, proved to myself once again how imperfect I am, how much I need his grace and mercy.

And upon waking up, I realise I've already missed out on so much of the beauty of life!
I feel like a kid waking up late from her afternoon nap realising she still has tons of homework left undone and has missed her afternoon playground sessions with her friends!!!

AHHhHHHhHHHHHHHH!!!!

And yes, I'm going for the starhub preview tomorrow. I'm going to face my fears, and also, take the chance to meet up with the rest and give them my super belated congratulations.

Gonna try to work hard at coming up with tune for happy song.
It'll be like the anthem of my life if it does materialise.

过两天再好好的把这次的经验记载在这里....等着吧。



Wednesday, August 26, 2009

看到李杰宇的部落格,自己很想也“搬家”到wretch....

but I'm a tech goondu.

搬到wretch的好处是。。。可以一个一个的回复,一个一个的感谢你们给我的流言(飞语)。

ah. Lazy bones. I'm a lazy bones tech goondu.

how how how?

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Sing a Happy Song

Do you have a happy song?
A song you sing as you hop about...
A song you need on a day you're not...
A song of faith and love and praise...

Even when you're down and out,
the song comes and cheers you up,
pouring maple syrup into your soul,
and feeding vitamins to your smile...

I found my happy song,
in the people who love me.
They're the song that rings in my head,
even when there's a frown stuck to my face.

I can't get it out of my head,
it rings and it rings but it doesn't weigh like lead.
Its like the fluffy white things that taste like cotton candy,
and they just swim around in my mind,
like a tune you can't shake off,
or a feeling you can't lose.

I'll sing my happy song,
and I'll stock up on my happy-ness,
the days are too short,
and our life too precious,
to waste on the flipside of goodness.

I'll have a slice of gardenia,
a video montage of my silliness,
with a cup of orange juice.
So good, you can even sing it on its own.
My happy song.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

给我一点时间恢复元气,

我现在才知道,我没有那么勇敢。

可以分享很多,但我现在,还不是很可以面对。

给我一点时间好吗?

今晚好想窝在爸妈中间。。。

世界上最温暖,最安稳 的地方。

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Down and Under

Just for a while.

Once my voice returns,

You'll hear no end.

See ya on Saturday guys. *wink*

Thursday, August 13, 2009

得失心

去了一趟台湾。。。
很多人都很关心我,担心的问 "how was your trip to taiwan?"
我知道他们怕我伤心,又不敢问。
哈,没关系啦。
让我用一个简单的射箭经验来回答你们的问题!


在台中的夜市我玩了我最喜欢的射枪和射箭!



手握弓箭,瞄准了目标,

但放手的那一刻,还是跟着感觉走!



箭是射中了离开红色中心的3公分。。。

离目标也不太远,对新手来说,是非常好的成绩。

师傅也因为看到我玩得尽兴,有点小天分,很用心的教我,还免费送了我多几个机会!


但,一不小心!
我把左手拉得离弓箭太近,被弹出去的粗绳狠狠的打了一下... 受伤了。

但我一点也不难过,虽然真的很痛。

这一点点伤,是我非常自豪的战立品...



这几个星期,要承受得了大家所给我的评语,有好,有坏。
就是这样。承受不了就得打退堂鼓,say bye bye.
但我还是一句 “Hello!I'm diya! ”

We're Singaporeans, we're result-oriented.

But in this trip, it was not the numerical results that mattered.

回到最初喜欢听音乐,最初的感动。

I'm yogurt!


至少我有去争取,我有开心,我有收获,我有受伤。

知道可能会跌倒,会失败,但还是要往下走。

生命就是这样一回事。

YEAH.

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Uncertainties


A first for me. Watched xin guang on taiwan tv with e rest of taiwan stuck at home because of Typhoon. Nerve wrecking but it was fun... :) mum, i'm coming home!

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

下雨天


"如果不够悲伤,就无法飞翔. 但没有梦想,何必远方..." "我努力微笑坚强,寂寞....柱成一道围墙. 也抵不过夜里, 最温柔的月光..... "

Pillars.


Thank you...

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Here we go!


I couldn't get to sleep last night but i 'woke up' this morning feeling pretty bright and cheery. Yesterday's sound check wasn't too good, and my songs are very repetitive so it wasn't too good. Was very Sian Diao last night. But i'm feeling good this morning. Its a one only chance to be it impress or enjoy. Its harder to impress i guess, I'll just jump into e enjoy portion. E other two kids are both pretty stable, but e silly Aijia can't wake up in e morning! But we're now pumped and ready for a full day of recordings. Keep us in your prayers! We're off!

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Taiwan sun


At e land of complicated chinese characters, Aijia on my left and zhiyang playing his psp on my right. Its an hour away from e studio. Its so hot, hotter than singapore. Dj ken is '汗宝宝' i wonder how much it costs to send this to my blog. :) alright. Till e next post. Naruwan~