Review,Revise, Relook

Just spent some time looking through some of my past performances(all thanks to youtube and the great people who make the effort to upload videos of our performances! thank you so much!) I'll be honest and say that i don't think i've been putting up good performances in these recent weeks.

I know you all are too nice to tell me that but perhaps its a good thing that i realise it myself... I know i have to go pick up the art/skill from someone. I never really went through any formal singing classes and i think its important that i do go through some form of classical training... but when??? Argh. Same questions i'm asking myself.

And remember the post i almost never posted? The one about sacrifices...? Haha, part of it came from me wanting to excel in all the areas i'm involved in. Internship, Singing, Church, Social Circle.... its too many things i want to excel in. And i start losing my focus...

I can't give my 100% to my work because i'm always worrying about my next performance. And i can't give 100% to my performances because i'm always worrying about the deadlines that are due at work... which leaves me neither here nor there.

Sometimes i admire Daren. Its his full time job now... he can give it his all. Dabble in song writing... pick up some musical instruments and just play around. Sing all day long... dance all day long... improve constantly.

On the other hand, i seem to be stuck at one point. Taking a few steps forward, and then retreating backwards again. To and fro until even I'm tired. =) And so when i look back at my performances... i feel like going to the kitchen, grabbing a pot or pan and whacking myself on the head with it saying...

"AIYO! WHY Never TReasure your chance to perform! Still perform until like that! *GONG* Please la! Put in more effort la! Be more focused! You want to become singer OR NOT?!? *GONG*"

Self reflection is good and i think i know what to work towards. Yay. At the very least, if i can give my 100% when i'm doing ONE thing, then i'll be contended and happy. Stay focused diya.

On a lighter note!(or not.) Motorcross trial today was really bad! The entire race route has changed, its not only longer, but there are alot more obstacles and the ground is so soft the wheels sink in so quickly its hard to manouvre. I flew off the bike today when i attempted to CHIONG one of the ramps. Ouch. i have slightly bruised swollen(and very tender) calves now... think i'll have a bit of phobia tomorrow.

I forsee that our race tomorrow. Will be a VERY SLOW race. HAhahaa.... SAFETY FIRST. No joke man. Based on today's experience(i fell not once but twice!) ... keep us in your prayers!

P.s Thanks Ah yee for the drawing... its really really nice. I LIKE it very much.

And here's my favourite picture of the week!
GO GO POWER RANGERS!!!!