If only you knew...

Don't.
jump to conclusions if you haven't been in our shoes, been there or done that.

Don't.
claim to know the competition better than any of us.

Please Don't.
say Zijie is using any of us to garner votes.

Thank you "hey diya!" for bringing this up... =) this post isn't directed at you but directed at anyone else who might feel the same way as you do.

If you only you guys knew... but no matter what i say, what i do. Somehow it'll never be enough to prove it to you. Who's using who? If you look at it the other way... I've also had people leaving stuff on my tagboard telling me that me and carrie are just using zijie to stay in the news.

Haha, kinda ironic how this world works.

During PSS2, we had people throwing criticisms at both me and carrie saying we used each other to garner votes. And now, you peeps think Zijie's using us... IF ONLY YOU KNEW.

HOw much love we shower on him, how much expectations we place on him, how much effort we put it in helping him with his studies and helping him to simply pursue a dream.

IF ONLY YOU KNEW.

HOw much he helped us during our journey in PSS2, how much time and effort and money he spent helping me with organising my friends and family members who gathered week in and week out for my recordings.

IF ONLY YOU KNEW.

How many of you who put in the effort and sacrifice to vote for the person you support? So i say if you're just a bystander, standing on the sidelines lamenting how much better YOU would be doing if you were in the competition and how sucky it is that this particular person has got in with his unscrupulous ways. I only have 4 words for you.

IF-ONLY-YOU-KNEW.

Zijie does his best on stage. True, he might not have done well this week... but why don't you give him another chance based on his past performances. The week where he got 22 points, higher than even marcus or shawn(the top favourites). I'm proud of him. Which is why i voted for him, like mad. And i'm not afraid to admit it. I'm proud of it.

He told me before not to waste my money on voting for him, but i remembered something helena once told me, the week i said the same thing to my friends ...

"You play your part and do your best on stage, and we'll play our part and be the best friends we can be, which is to vote for you."

I voted. Did you?

我觉得。。。很骄傲。。。认识了饶梓杰。梓杰加油！不用管别人怎么说！只要对得起自己，对得起一直默默支持你的朋友，的fellow contestants，就不会有遗憾。

thank you ting, ivon, lucas...each and everyone of you for defending Zijie. 我相信大家的眼睛是明亮的，看得出水值得去支持，谁不值得去支持。

its not like you don't have a choice. HOWEVER, if really there are people who support zijie just because they support either me or carrie, i am truly honoured and thank you all for giving zijie a chance.

and hope this clears up any misunderstanding.... i only have thank you, and just thank you left to say. SO.... thank you. Without all of you, i don't think any of us could have made it this far anyway. Thank you for watching us perform.... it means the world to us, even if you don't make a choice and vote. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Cheers.