Itching Scalp..
I've been having a super itchy scalp ever since halfway through the super star competition. And it wasn't until today that i finally visited the doctor.

Been scratching alot more ever since i started school so my scalp's all reddish and flaky. Sounds gross right? Haha... But it really does bother me quite a bit. And i think the problem worsens when i'm stressed up or emotionally unstable. Which....in my honest opinion. Is rather common.

Haha. Yes, I admit, I'm the emo sort. which makes my scalp itch even more.

Anyhow, I've seen the doctor. Both western and chinese. Both in a day because my scalp was giving me so many problems... cannot concentrate on ANYTHING. On the brink of like throwing acid over my head.

HOpefully it gets better... good thing i haven't been losing hair. *phew*

There was another negative comment in the papers again. Almost sounds like it was from the same person but i doubt so. Its still mainly on the issue of why i'm so dirty and don't change my clothes. Haha. BUt thanks to all your encouragements, I kinda took this comment in a better way. Even my mum managed to laugh it off! Which is most important to me.

She hates that i have to go through all this criticism that's splashed all over papers. I still remember when i was in hongkong just after the competition and the newspaper had this full page spread on how lousy i am. My mum never showed it, over the phone or what, but when i returned home, my dad told me how sad my mum has been ever since reading the report. I hated the papers for that but understood there is really no one or anything i can put the blame on.

Its a column on the newspaper where people can actually SMS comments on the entertainment industry... the number's 90726316. Interesting. It looks like any other handphone number on the street right?

Here's what the comment said :

"看了我爱星期天，迪雅每次都穿同样衣服，不男不女，一点点水准都没有。
而且她又肉牙，又不美，一点可爱都没有。
－－0169"

WAH LAU EH!!!!@#$@#$#!@$%%^%!#!@

Seriously. How to not go mad at such a blatant "I HATE YOUR GUTS" comment like this?!? THis person obviously took some time to figure exactly how he/she would structure the sentence to fill it up with as many negative comments as possible.

What is meant by "一点点水准都没有"?

GRRRRRRRRRR.

Ok, Not pretty i understand. Such things are subjective.
(unfortunately for me, my mother said "ya la, i know my daughter not very pretty la, but 肉牙? Where got??" Hahaha)

Not cute. OK understandable, also a subjective thing.

BUt "一点点水准都没有" ??? HEllo??? I"m not even acting like a prostitute or beggar on the street. What in the world do you mean by that?!?

What is your definition of 有水准??

I can't even figure out what i did in the show to make this person feel this way of me. GRRRRRRrrrrr...

I'm INCREDULOUSLY offended and just plain 无奈!~

NOne of these comments are constructive or helpful to me! Clothes are allocated to me by wardrobe department, stuff like this, fixed by the production crew. Should i go for a plastic surgery to make myself look chio? Maybe Knock dowm my teeth and rebuild them? Would that make me more 有水准?

Goodness! Really. This person is just out to hurt me. Nothing constructive. Just sweeping remarks that are said to trample me to the ground. Urgh.

Am i hurt? NO. I am freaking offended! And my scalp is starting to feel itchy all over again!

THis person is out to hurt me! Out to hate me!

GRRrrrrrrrrrrrrr......

So bring it on "0169".

If i ever see anyone on the streets who looks like a "0169", Think i might just......


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Walk over give the person a warm handshake and say 'hello'.

You thought i was going to get violent right???

Please la. 我是一个很有水准的人ok!!!!

careful "0169"!!! I might eat you up in fury!
No la, this picture was taken to let you peeps know that i'll be filming
创业无敌手 with daren at Eastcoast's "师奶茶餐厅“ selling Bo Lo Buns!
Its on the 28th of October! So mark it down on your calendar's ok!

Goodnight!