That's probably the one last thing we should do because people only wallow in self pity when they don't get the pity they expect to get from others.
And that's just cheap.
Well, I've been pretty cheap recently. Practicing self-pity without myself even realising. I've simply been too tired. To me, I've just been extremely cranky and grouchy and worrisome, but perhaps to the world out there, I've just been inefficient, incapable of handling stress and wallowing in my own sorrows.
Just woke up from a nice 9 hour long sleep which came as a full-stop to my 48hour lack of sleep previously.
Started the day at 3am yesterday with my mates in hope of catching the sunrise and road sweepers.... but the problem is I STARTED the day without FINISHING the previous. HAha... Rather unfortunately, it seems my group mates all prefered starting without finishing. So i had 3 zombies for company yesterday. Thank goodness for Huimin though, she was the energiser bunny throughout although i know she's really really tired herself.
You know how things just don't seem to be going your way when you absolutely need them to?
Like gmail not functioning, sudden realisation that lap-top charger is somewhere far away when your computer is threatening to hibernate while lots of things are still left undone. And the impending thought that the next day's another long day ahead and there's still alot to prepare for and practice for.
I'm exhuasted to the max. Physically, mentally, emotionally. But it feels good.
Its like i pushed a maximum and now i know i can go further.
(albeit without the self pity... haha)
I know i can be more enduring, more endearing, more lovable, even when i haven't had sleep in the past 48 hours and things are always not going your way.
Its another long day ahead.. S-pop recording and 25th drama anniversary song rehersals....it you wanna watch S-pop today, its at 6pm and i'm sure there'll be tickets available when you go down because i know ivon still has 10 tickets not given out yet!
Alrighty! Time to start of my day with a bang! And keep the positive ions flowing through...!
In the midst of my busy-bee-ness, I woke up one fine early morning at 7.30am for
a meaningful run at ONE LIFE EXPERIENCE run!
Mostly to support Choo Jingyi(a friend who's organising te event)
but also because its for a good cause!
a meaningful run at ONE LIFE EXPERIENCE run!
Mostly to support Choo Jingyi(a friend who's organising te event)
but also because its for a good cause!
4 comments:
argh sad to say im someone who lacks a hell lotta slp too. de previous 1 hr of slp to last 2 full days simply knocked me out.
and u can say u like this kinda feeling?
omg.
u win liao lor.
Hello (:
hope you got enough rest for yourself. and the "sa mo" you sang yesterday was nice, woohoo.
Diya, do you have tickets for the this sunday 25th anniversary one?
if you have, mind reserve one for me?
Diya, i agreed with you, sometimes we will get tired over something, and we also hate those who xin ji very zhong de ppl, and v selfish ppl right. what for we cares to make ourselves unhappy right.
sometimes, see through our own eyes is the best one! !
do take care, as weather quite cold recently, dun fall sick.
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heyy diya!!
wahh.. 2 days didnt slp?!?! wah n yet u can tahan, u superwomen!!!
haha..
Do hav enough rest for urself hor!!! if not u become zombie oredi.. hurhur..
n diya, help me reserve one tixs for the 25th anniveersary oso!! haha.. thankss!!!!
Diya (:
pls take good care of yourself.
heard that you are sick.
pls try to catch some sleep.
dun be zombie ! !
health more important okay.
P.S: i am feeling much better now, anyway, i will try to be happy everyday.
take care too ! !
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