Hedonistic

Yikes. "hedonistic day" is what Mono considers today to be...hah!

Well, we did swim one and a half(long) laps...

Haha!

Next time, we get goggles ok. So i don't feel so much like a terrapin the next time i swim...

But overall, yeah, I want to make sure the fun factor is in everything I do. Sometimes, even when people talk to me about serious topics.. i really just wanna joke about it all and still be serious. But its hard, cuz once you joke about it, they think you're rude and not being serious.

But whatever that has conferred WAS heard and WILL BE pondered upon.

Ok, I shall stop forcing myself to give a serious face at serious conversations. Then maybe my wrinkles won't form so quickly...

I think I'm really not the thinking, intellectual sort. But that doesn't mean I'm shallow. I'm just not too good with expressing my thoughts or perspective on things. I listen, and I learn...

So many people I've been listening to and learning from. Brilliant.

Absolutely brilliant, their take on life and life's philosophies.

But let's say, I give it a good thought, and when the times comes, its still the 'feeling' that takes over instead of the mind that leads...

Although I am training my mind to do more frontline stuff... cuz the problem with going by feel is that you forget really quickly. Sometimes I look back and cannot figure out why I made that particular decision... its like in 20th century Boys, where Kenji can't remember the "glory" days as part of the "20th century boys" and has to be nudged left right centre before he recalls "the prophesy book" and the nasty prophesies.

I think I'm like that.

And I like it.

Why so serious?