娘，惹，麻烦。

现在人在不那么遥远的JB，
但也因为今早半梦半醒的状态中做了一个访问而一直觉得心里有点不安。
昨晚6am才睡，9点多来了两通电话，本来不想接，
但 caller 好像很急的样子，连续打了两通。
接了电话，得知是关于我在blog 上面所发表的一篇一点都不像文章的文章，
才察觉这次可能闯祸了。

人在不那么遥远的JB，
竟然看到在这里的报纸里有一篇
“陈迪雅暗暴” 的 report.

huh? 暗暴？

我没有暗地里想做什么。

aiyo.

在这里我想说的是,
我没别的意思。
只是身为歌手的我们，无法承受被指 lip-synch 而有感而发地谢了一篇还满无聊的post.

我很享受这次的演出经验，也很庆幸能够认识那么多新朋友。
尤其是 郭舒贤 和 戴阳天。
因为standby 的地方一样，所以很多时间聊天，玩一些无聊的游戏。
我不想因为一个报道而照成任何误会，
jeapordise any bit of friendship we build up over this period.

很珍惜.

讲真的，我今天真的是担心了一整天。
虽然心里有些焦急，但也觉得自己问心无愧。
也相信，被牵连的新朋友都会理解我没有想伤害他人名誉的动机。

yeah.

yeah.

yeah.

但今天因为发生这件事也收到manager传来的温馨SMS.

"Dun have 2 worry as we'll be by your side.
But like I say being an artiste you hv 2 be careful n be responsible with what u say."

谢谢你。

自己一向在blog上都以最自然最 spontaneous 的方式抒发情感，分享自己的一些感受。
用字方面也都很讲究，很努力。
我想，如果我没有blog 就会好像失去了一个好朋友一样吧。

可能会把 blog 移到 wordpress 还是类似能给我比较大私人空间的部落格。
像宥嘉那样，where some posts are sealed. More privacy la. =)

933 的Ivy 曾在blog 上面说过:

" I used to be an excellent, hardworking blogger.
It was a daily routine, if not every other day.
I actually LOVED it. Documenting my own life, for my own memory keepsake if nothing else.
Now, I do self-censorship. "I shouldn't say this, maybe not that too.
Aiyah, then got nothing else left to say already right?"
A wrong entry could cause public unrest! (Ok, I'm not that influential.) But at least it attracts people with teeny weeny brains hurling insults dripping with grammatical mistakes at me.

So now, its a chore.

I only blog about things that are politically correct.
So I don't blog anymore.
In fact, this is the most true-to-myself entry since a century ago.
*Pat on my shoulder.* "

SO TRUE IVY TAN. SO TRUE.


but i don't think I'll take it as a chore... I actually like this responsibility. I especially enjoy when people share with me their side of the story, or like when nony drops me an enlightening quote. I always read and reflect. I don't always reply. Cause sometimes i just don't have anything intelligent to say in reply... but I read and I think about it.

So anyway, thank you all for your reading this little blog of mine all this while.

And do stick around with me.

Ciao for now. =) 拜拜!