Procrastination... it snowballs.

For the longest time, my head has been in a bit of a muddy, hazy situation.

Just like how the skies are today, my mind has been. Cloudy, with a little glimmer of sunshine here, there. But greyish and drizzly nonetheless.

Its been a long while since I actually had anything I wanted to blog about. Today I went to check on my nuffnang member's status. And they made me fill in a survey about my blog which I very lazily and hurriedly fill up. The point of the survey is so they can 'help' me earn more money.

But the truth is, after being with them for such a long time, I've only got 52 dollars to my name.

Well, I guess you could say that the earnings are based on blog hits. So fundamentally, my content isn't mass-entertaining.

But like what I said in the "In one hundred words, describe your blog to us" column,

I said : My blog is where I get things off my chest, but of course in the process of me doing that, I earn an allowance, this world rocks!

My head is so so cloudy and murky. Not in a bad way. Just in a real sleepy and blurry way....

I need a nice pot of hot tea, to awaken my senses and to keep me smiling. =)

I want to blog, but the words are not coming, the thoughts are not skydiving off my head onto this space.

I feel handicapped.

I'll go get my hot tea...


update(more like a continuation):

I had no other choice, procrastination is like a venom that silently creeps into your system, attacking even your ability to remember what is it you needed to do.

1. Develop roll of film.
2. Choose songs.
3. Call Cassandra.
4. Clear Room for Shoot.
5. Blog.