Roam the streets of Rome.

I have this sudden wish to roam the streets of someplace foreign for a day, take in the sights and the sounds, sink into a bed that's not usually mine, and at the end of the dusty road, pick up a guitar and hopefully feel my fingers come to life as a tune escapes through my lips.

Just leave me alone.

And yet, 寂寞难耐. yes, indeed.


Maybe I will, I just need to get away and bring it all back. I need to sort out my thoughts and the mess on my desktop. I need to look through the looking glass, see a sky as a sky. See a cloud as a cloud. Hear a song as a song. And seek him.

I don't want to feel like a cow being milked. I work differently, I'll give you milk when I'm happy with the milk I'm producing. Sounds gross? Best analogy I could think of really.

还有多10天。

I have learnt, not to place my hopes on the things in the industry. Things are so volatile, and people always seem so sure, only to tell you in the end that something cropped up and things have changed. I can only place hope in the everlasting, in what I was born into, what i was born with. The alpha and the omega. The beginning and the end.

I want to take my holga out on a trip somewhere. with someone preferably. =P

Thanks for reading all that uncharted, untamed thoughts. They're not wild. But most of the time they come out without even me knowing exactly what I mean. Ever felt that way?

Anyhow, my lack of blogging does not mean lack of physical activity. Brain activity has been rampant as well, but just nothing I have been able to put down in words or proper thoughts. Its just been a whole mish mash of feelings and alot of frowning involved. Nothing bad, just alot of self-reflection alot of wondering and wishing.

Before I throw the pictures in your faces, allow me to just ramble on a little more. How honest can we be with people we hang out with? What would you define as Emotional Quotient? What if something really really irks me, but I know I can't get it off my chest because it would hurt the relationship that stands. And yet, not getting it off your chest would also hurt the relationship in a different way, since it can never go deeper.

And yet, there are the people who are disillusioned, confident, righteous, oblivious, defensive, easily hurt, easily offended. No wonder people say 少说几句，少得罪几个。

Ok. That's all for now. bleah.

Frances was back! this is the only decent picture I
managed to take with my new Canon G10!
(more about new gadget playmate another day!)

AMP's perform at Lunar and my first Mambo Jumbo experience. =)

CLing launch at Dragonfly and how my initial fears on speaking about a topic
so unfamiliar disappeared into thin air as I ended up speaking on behalf of
the teens who wanted to know more. I felt I went to learn... and I did.

Me and the brilliant fore-runners and great music people
of our small but thriving local music industry.
(from left to right: 小寒老师，迪雅小虾，环良老师，思松老师）

Me and Guomin!
Who has been accompanying me on my events! Thank you!

And the enthusiastic photographer for the afternoon, Raymond who
had so much fun with my camera, he used up most of the battery!

I'm really thinking hard and paying attention although
it looks like I'm damn bu shuang.
I think we don't have much control over our facial expressions
when we're thinking hard. I now understand Jiaqi's shark face theory.

And finally, the Superband concert which was a blast even though
I thought my heart skipped a beat everytime I saw Luo Da You jump of a platform on stage.

I think i let my thoughts roam the blank spaces of blogspot for this post...

its... so... random.