The condition of the human heart

So its true, I let my feelings dictate my life for so long I really don't know how to function without the right feelings.

At recording now, its a happy song but for some reason, the heart was not willing to cooperate. And no matter how much I jumped around the studio and tried to psyche myself up, it didn't seem to work. And the more times I fail to bring out the happy voice from within, the more pek cek I got.

Plus, I was hungry.

Or maybe the main reason was that I was hungry.

I'm back from dinner. A long dinner, with a lot of laughter and good zhi char food. Maybe a little bit of alcohol would have helped top the scales. :)

C's inside doing her thing now. She's super happy girl la!
So she'll set the tone right for this song! (pleaseeee dooooo....)

And then hopefully, this song will be good and put a smile on your faces too.

One day. SOON.

Meanwhile, I continue to reign over my human heart.

Keep beating, Keep pumping.
Keep feeling.
But don't stop me from doing the things I wanna excel and do great in.

I learnt that if life was all about doing what we felt like doing.
I'd be dead a long time ago.

So no. that's not what's life is about.

Life is about reaching your full potential, about being an impact,
about being a beacon of light to the people around you.

Not just a light that has a battery that will run out of power.

A bright lamp on a mountain that never burns out and lights the way for the lost in the jungle.

I hope I can be like that lamp. Or at least close to being that lamp.
I may flicker then and now. but I'll shine.