Tired.

So tired. I just want to lie down, and sleep.
With no bad dreams.

Visions.

What does it mean to lead?
Why do I feel like I'm leading no one but myself.

Why is it that it still feels wrong, and I still see nothing.

Sigh. I'm really finding it very hard.
I'm special?
So, I have to take more of the storms that life brings?

Yes, I suppose its true.
But really I'm tired.
Please, meet me soon.
I need a fresh encounter.
So the next step can be taken.

Right now, I just want to give it all up.
Because I don't want to sleep with bad dreams anymore.