Wear my shoes for a day will you?

Who really thinks for you,
from your perspective?

Its to each and everyone.
All for one, and one for all?

I'm tired of trying to make everyone happy.
And even in the process of trying to make myself happy,
by making others happy,
I realise it is not that simple.

That bit by bit,
I lose myself.

But surely,
bit by bit,
I am also building myself up.

I always ruin my day because of others.
But really, no one has their day ruined for me.
(i have to take this back. eat back my words.
Because many a times, many loved ones have had their plans ruined for me. 气话...气话... hai.)
They all move on.
Why do i stay, trampling over myself,
when no one really sees the trampling within,
only the forced demenour on the outside.

Why in the world is there even a forced front on the outside?
I have no idea.

So Sian.
I really wanted to have Sunday Brunch.
I know how ridiculous it sounds.
But I've been thinking about it for weeks.
And if its just a simple wish of mine,
why are there so many things that trump it so easily.

And why issit it is a topic for contention even?
Its just a meal.
I just wanted to eat.

And right now,
I'm damn hungry.
And alone.