CHANGES

IN CAPS. YES.
there's no end to this, so I can only be the chameleon,
and keep accepting change, since change is the only constant yeah?

So tough.
Especially when we don't just live in our own little bubble,
how our lives are intertwined without ourselves wanting to,
or knowing that it is can be both amazing and annoying at the same time.

You make a simple decision,
simple to you in your little shell,
but it causes ripples in the other pond and you ask...
'what has my doing this have to do with you??'

Its true.
Nothing, and yet everything.

So don't say you live for yourself and yourself only.
Its not responsible.
We weren't created to be solitary beings anyway.
And if we have the ability to be social,
then I guess, the very least... is to acknowledge that we affect each other more than we wish to.

I sigh too much,
am too big of a grumps,
and I frown so much its giving me premature wrinkles.
I am my mother.
Oh my dear.

I do wish and crave for that kind of freedom,
but know better that I was made unique in my circumstances,
so working around it and within it is the best that I will do.

I love my life.
I love you.