迪迪迪～不见了。

So sure I am lost.

"I'm lost."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

There's something pleasant and calming about being sure you are where you think you are.
Even if its being sure that you are lost.

I looked into your eyes.
And there was no warmth.
Nothing to keep me there.

I searched deep in your voice.
And there was no tune,
nothing to hold me there.

Doing something for someone,
without that someone wanting me to do that something.
Is that still then considered doing something?
Or is it nothing in the end?

Turns out,
I was alone all along.
Everything I did,
I did for myself.

Where's the joy in that.

But where's the joy in this?

Everyone has a hidden agenda,
a hidden purpose,
hidden schemes to protect the ones we love,
unsaid words,
unprofessed love,
a higher calling,
waiting for that one epic chance,
to be that final one who stands by you.

We want to be the last one laughing.
The one to say "I told you so."

Keep the faith.
You had it, so keep it.
Why let it falter so easily,
and then go ahead and allow it to ruin a perfect night.
To ruin the moods of so many people concerned.
To hurt,
and in turn,
hurt.

I am but a foolish soul.
Seeking, but not finding.
I am lost.

And that's where I am.