我不是那个我。

可能，再自己不知不觉中...就已经成就了自己承诺最不想发生的事情。
可能，我已经不知不觉的迷糊了焦点，遗失了自己。

看到好多艺人，不完全因为才华出众而有出头天...
自己想想，觉得应该加快脚步努力跟再他们的后面。
他们做什么，我也要做到。
不能 lose out.

但问题来了。
他们做得潇洒，做得自然，我....
就只会缩在一旁，幻想自己就是如此。
努力的去设法让自己的”梦想”比较能够有出头天的机会。

我不是那个我。
我就是我。

可能，我已经不小心的遗失了自己，
trying too hard in the areas that are not what he equipped me with.
因此也伤害了身边的人。

但如何取舍？
我还真的搞不懂。

我不想伤害任何人，
更不想为了达到自己的梦想而无奈了别人。
对不起。

我真的不是这样的。
但自己到底是怎么样的艺人...
我到现在还是不太搞得懂。

我已经是最不艺人的艺人了。

我是个想要装得很艺人的表演者。
我是个想装得自己很成功得平民老百姓。

我们也都只不过是如此。

虽然现在心情有些低落...
但却又觉得...自己好想已经碰到了一个“出头天”。
在自己脑海里开了一个看得到清晰蓝空的“天窗”。

阿信。你的词真的很贴切。谢了。晚安。

明天，再接再厉。



Absolutely Zero - Jason Mraz


You. You were a friend. You were a friend of mine I let you spend the night
You see how it was my fault. Of course it was mine.
I'm too hard at work. Have you ever heard of anything so absurd,
ever in your life.
I'm sorry for wasting your time.

Who am I to say this situation isn't great when it's my job to make the most of it?
of course i didn't know that it would happen to me. Not that easy.

Hey what's that you say? You're not blaming me for anything that's great
But I don't break that easy. Does it fade away?
So that's why I'm apologizing now, for telling you I thought that we could make it
I just don't get enough to believe that we've both changed.

see, who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my time to make the most of it
of course i didn't know that this would happen to me, not that easy, no, no, no, no

If all along the fault is up for grabs why can't you have it?
If it's for sale what is your offer, I'll sell it for no less than what I bought it for
Pay no more than absolutely zero.

Well neither one of us deserves the blame because opportunities moved us away
And it's not an easy thing to learn to play, a game that's made for two that's you and me
The rules remain a mystery. Easy. Its hardly easy

So Who am I to say this situation isn't great? well It's our time to make the most of it
How could we ever know that this would happen to me, not that easy, no, no
When All along the fault is up for grabs and there you have it
Well it's for sale go make your offer, i will sell it for no less than what I bought it for
Pay no more than absolutely zero.