小孩很笨。

I'm desperate for answers and the search is futile.

Why can't I barre my chords properly?
Why make the grinds finer when the coffee beans are fresher?
Why make the grinds coarser when the coffee beans are older?
Why don't I know how to emit self-positrons anymore?

I think I know why I'm so desperate to get on a plane.
The child in me believes being closer to heaven means being closer to getting answers.

:)

On a separate note(desperate nonetheless.) Can someone tell me how I can take really intimate pictures of people on the train without offending them and risking getting mob thrashed in a moving carriage with no exit??? So many shutter itchy moments, but all ruined by something we call the paiseh/kiasee syndrome.