So exhausted.

我最近真的都在很努力的做每一件事。

I could fall on bed now and drift off into a deep sleep... but I have to write these down before the moment passes and these feelings leave. Not a letter to myself.. but a blog post.

From the moment the idea came in, to when it all happened tonight.

Nothing I expected, but it unexpectedly wonderful.

Meeting all these new faces, taking the first step to get to know them by name.

Meeting someone who had by chance stepped foot into Crazyworld and stayed back for our performance.

Talking more than I thought I would,

realising how hard I've been trying to be different, make a difference.

Realising that perhaps, after a long day of work... people really just want to be entertained.

They don't want to be preached to.

But I figure. That's who I am.

I'm preachy. Not peachy. But, preachy.

That's actually too holy a way to describe myself...

how about... NAGGY?

我很希望我们都能够... be from this world but not of this world.

Its a concept I'm still trying to grasp.

I did better on both the guitar and vocals during the sound check and without the presence of a mic. So that's something left to regret about...

But otherwise, I had a thought. An idea. Pushed it through.. and it really really took place.

For now, Hey you... goodnight.

*collapses and cries*

谁来擦泪扶起我？？？

Zzzzzzz....