Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Hide & Seek.

There are just too many things one can hide from the human eye.

You can search all you want but if it's something I want hidden, you'll never find it, even if you follow your heart and see with your "third" eye.

I never share enough about myself, and yet I find that some people claim to know me well. Which brings me to another point; there are just too many things that people claim to know.

Perhaps, ignorance is not in the lack of knowledge but rather in the lack of knowing that the knowledge they think they possess is far from the truth.

Push aside the curtains and you'll find a door to my heart,

Find the key, unlock the door, enter, and you'll find there's a box.

Open the box and you'll find another box.

Open the second box, and you'll find inside, a piece of paper that says...

"I've moved."

The thing is, I'll keep moving and from place to place, I may become person to person.
Essentially, deep down inside, I can't find the words to explain my actions, my thoughts, my feelings. I can barely understand why I do the things I do.

Bring on the zodiac signs, research on my family lineage, try to understand me all you want. Submit a thesis statement about me, draw references from different items that scream "DIYA!" and formulate a well thought out conclusion. Do it all you want, and get an 'A'. But you'll never be able to prove your conclusion is correct. The 'A' you're getting, is for EFFORT.

But here's a thought, we're never smart enough, and we can never be, for we are mere beings constantly in search for a reason, an answer, and illuminating clue on why we feel the way we do or go the way we do.

Keep pushing aside those curtains, keep unlocking those doors, never tire of of opening those boxes, and never lose hope.

If anything, hope is fuel for life. The reason we keep moving and fighting.

Like molecules in Brownian motion, the world and our fellow companions will move in random fashion, waiting to found, hoping to be understood and trying to understand.

I'll keep moving, and you may never fully uncover my nakedness( not necessarily a bad thing/good thing ) but I hope you'll never give up.

I'm afraid of being uncovered, but I'm more afraid of not being found.


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