Weird Dreams great while they lasted.

My dreams are moving further away from reality, and vice versa. The contrast is getting so wide, and the divide so deep that I feel myself slowly sinking away as though I'm walking in quicksand. I'm moving forward, but slowly I'm disappearing into the pile of goo.

Woke up feeling really weak today, but the mind and the heart have been struggling to stay afloat amongst everything. Really tired from being positive, but the positivity cannot stop because mopping will get me nowhere.

今天觉得自己特别的无助，只是想呐喊，但又没力气大喊出心里的恐慌和无奈。
但和我不一样，却也无助，无奈的人很多，大家都在努力着生活。

所以，不能堕落太久，因为你尽管再堕落，再没力量，你也还是能够看到那一丝曙光。
至少我还有健康，还有亲情，好有友情，再残酷的事实，我也得学会努力去面对。

没钱，没事业也好，不能迷失了自己。

来吧。