Its like chicken and egg

We're not invincible, we're in fact the direct opposite of that. Charlie Sheen's 'tiger blood' claims are as ridiculous as elephants in boots. For lack of a better analogy.

How is it that wrong things are always being said, and wrong things are always being heard. Why is it that intentions never seem to hold true to the eventual retention of things. When one cracks a joke, and another is offended, is the joke then, still a joke?

A joke gone wrong. Still a joke?

A love misplaced, still love?

Something's not right, but changing the circumstance isn't necessarily going to change a thing.
As much as circumstances trap us and affect our every mood and swing, changing the surroundings only bring about a change that lasts for as long as that surrounding remains unchanged and in the climate that we assuming-ly dwell best in.

Its true.

What needs to be change is something that runs deeper that just the exterior factors.
Its me. Its you.

I'm done pushing the blame to the people and the things around me.
Take responsibility for my own actions, for my own lies, for my own life.

I don't want to be unhappy.
I'd rather be bipolar.
At least the happy periods are deliriously happy.
That's a thought.

Dysfunctional is the new normal it seems.
I don't have to be dysfunctional to be normal.

I just want to be useful,
to love, to be loved,
to be able to create a ripple or two in this huge ocean we swim in.

This is not a conclusion, this is a release.