I always say no right at the beginning or start of with a frown.

But I'll be there at the end and get it done.

I promise I will.

At least I don't smile, say yes, I can do it.

And forget or don't bother about it at all.

I'm not like that.

I don't do well with the formalities.

I don't do well with the making-you-feel-good.

I'm so much like my mum sometimes it pains me when I get annoyed with her.

It's like being annoyed with myself, and it hurts doubly bad.

I'm not sure I can take it.

Hello me, stop torturing me.

Take a chill pill. YEAHHHH.....one thing at a time, one day at a time.

I'll be there, right at the end. No matter what.