I see you

I'm closing my eyes as I type this. Not sure how this is going to work, but i want to try and see how much habit and concentration can get me.

think of the world as your oyster. it is limited by what you see, but if you don't see, then everything changes, and if you believe, then your world also changes. Your imagination runs free, your life goes beyonf the forseable.

I close my eyes, amongst the bisy tragguc at the customs, and i imagine a great lake, and in the middle i am on a boat, a boat with no oars, but i am not agraid, i am not afraid because of what i see. the skies the ocrean, the mountains, theu protect me, and yuet they threaten me. they are the source, they are the end. the boat starts to wobble, but its just a ripple under the surface, at this point, a pink umbrealla pops up from the surface. I am alaramed, but I am not afraid.

i reach out, and i hold the umbrealla, and almost immediately, what i am holding on to, are dove's legs, and i fly up into the sky, beyonf where i could go with technolog.

the wwind is in muy face, and i start to feel cold, but at this moment, the dove drops me from the sky, and i free fall, i free fall into a endless drop .....

and that's where the story ends. I am awakened buy the pressure to need to be a part of this world, to be in the flow of things. to be a part of something. to be in the conversation.

but life goes on, and my senses have just realised that they too have a mind of their own, one that is not prisner to the world, one that is free to roam, without injury, without fear, without expectations.

For that five minutes, i felt free.

I thought to myself, wow . faith, and trust, can really get us somewhere.

but how many of us. can say that we can fully trust and fully believe. that is what we need to learn, to trust to believe, in yourself.

I can do this.

I can type without looking, i can type by trusting in the feelings that i have developed with the keyboard over years and year of typing.

Its is familiar, but right now, it is strange, undiscovered territory that is beyonf me, and yet not beyond me.


No joke. I did it. this is actually readable.

And this is really what my heart wants to say.

I want the dove to take me away now.