Secret life

My world has never been more secret.
With every year, the secrets accumulate.
This year in particular, so many things have been going on, good things!
Good people, good songs, good plans.
Then there are the not so good people, not so good plans.
All part of the secret life.

Unable to be articulated, unable to be shared.
Industry secrets.
Treasures.

Misunderstood. We all are.

shini's message hit the nail on the head:
"We need to prove that we are young but not stupid! N that dreams can come true!"

I'm not much of a thinker, I try but its like a dam that won't break.
But there are days the dam suddenly breaks lose and the inspirations gush out...
but then it meets another dam. And then the flow is cut.

But the pressure is huge... and the water is swirling and swirling, threatening to create a black hole that will suck itself inside out.

Keep swirling, my fear is that the waters will calm, and it will be a sea of quiet.

Something has to be done soon. Its no longer about procrastination, its about taking the route with the least amount of risks and the largest possibility of survival, of success.

I don't know, I'm so uncertain and so unwilling to take calculated steps.
But I know its only responsible because this has gone beyond just being about us.

But I feel like I'm about to implode if I don't do something crazy soon.

"No! Don't do it!"

"But it feels right!"

Damn. I feel like my hands are tied behind my back.

If there's any filthy rich, crazy person out there, feeling binded/blinded by your wealth.
What binds/blinds you can actually be the key to unleashing the full potential in others.

Do it.

Don't let money get a hold of your life.

Come come, I welcome donations. :P

I want to fly... somewhere. Soon. :)

I don't want to be like the other birds, who land and then say:
"oh, the flight was horrid. the flight was tough."

Seriously, it was horrid, and it was tough, but it was necessary,
and it was gravity defying, and mind-blowing. It was awesome.

Please let it be awesome. It is awesome.

WOoooooooohOOOoooooOOoooOooooooo~~~!!!!!!!!