I hate to admit it,
but everyone is up to their necks with things to do,
and we're up to our necks with songs to nail down,
places to be at,
and things to accomplish.

Angry with myself for forgetting some stuff,
angry with myself for not being a better organiser,
for not being a better person,
a better friend.

Argh. I need to eat more gingko nuts for real,
and pump up the RAM on this killer machine.

It is a killer machine, it is.
I can do this.
With or without help,
of course,
if one day,
all i have to do is practice my songs,
watch my manners,
keep my face and figure looking healthy and great.

I think things would be alot easier,
and I might be able to be more of a singer,
and hopefully more of a friend as well.